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Three times over the last week, I’ve had strangers tell me (after seeing Maeve looking cute in her carseat) that these are the best days of my life. Each time, I’ve wanted to tell them - don’t you know? My husband just died. How is this the best time in my life? I’m on my own, raising two children without the love of my life. But each time, I’ve stopped and looked at Maeve. And somehow, through the pain and sadness of losing Steven, I know that I will still look back on this time with my girls with happy and joyful memories. So I smiled and agreed with each of those strangers and went on my way. . . . These girls bring me so much happiness. Their smiles and their laughs make my heart melt. Yesterday, Stella ran out to me, planted a big old kiss on my cheek, and ran away again. Maeve just smiles, all day long. ❤️ Intertwined in the sadness and loneliness and anger and heartache are these beautiful moments of pure joy. We just wish he was here to experience them with us. . . . . Eight years ago this weekend, Steven and I were on our way to NYC. We were supposed to get engaged on that trip. But in true Steven fashion, he couldn’t wait until the trip and proposed a few days before. I was busy looking at the Sobeys flyer (in true “me” fashion) sitting by the fireplace at our house in Burlington. ❤️ . . . On a more positive note, we checked out this amazing coffee shop/play area yesterday (@wildchild.coffeeproject )and Stella had such a wonderful time. The owner was so lovely and even gave Stella a mini cupcake on the house as we were leaving.👌 . . . If you’ve read this far, just want to say thanks for following along with me. I’ve been hearing from women all over the world who have also lost a loved one and find comfort in me sharing my honest journey (as uncomfortable as it is for me). Happy Sunday 😘 . . . #widow #motherhoodunplugged #honestmotherhood #yowmom #momsinottawa #ottawamom #griefjourney #griefandloss #healing #joy #widowlife #ourstellaadventures #lifeafterloss

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Hanging Out in Hoi An

January 2015 Yes, Hoi An is mostly known for it’s endless array of custom tailor shops but you definitely cannot overlook the beauty of this ancient town on the central coast of Vietnam.

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